When God Breaks You to Remake You: Encountering God Through the Hard Times
A great sermon by Tony Evans: "Encountering God's Process," about how God breaks us of our self-sufficiency to remake us stronger in Him. I've been there before. I totally understand.
And here are some more "Encountering God ..." sermons worth watching. (Come on, now, I know you've got the time, stuck at home, "social distancing." You've got plenty of time for a "God encounter"!):