Christian Testimony: Elizabeth - "How I Came to Jesus (depression and anxiety), Part 1"

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Here is Elizabeth's 13-minute-long testimony: "How I Came To Jesus (depression and anxiety), Part 1".

 Of all the ones I've seen so far, hers is probably the most touching, deep, heartfelt one.  My heart breaks for her.  But it's a great testimony about how no matter how hopeless life feels and how lonely you are, God is always there for you.  As she says, no matter what hard trials life throws at you, “God is real.  And He has me…. God cares.”

 She says that she feels like she's lived 30 lives already, and yet she's only 22.  Wow!  So much wisdom, heart, and goodness ... and in someone so young, too!

 And she not only has a beautiful, touching story to share, but she's also got a beautiful, touching voice too!  Beautiful worship songs.

 God bless you and your ministry, Elizabeth!  Thank you for opening your heart and life up to us!

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